Just to spite your memory
I think you should remember him with green eyes
as tall dark, and foreign
with an accent
anything that he was not
because you're already fooling yourself
with your supposed love
you're already remembering flaws with perfection
so why not make it better
make it a fling
remember it as constantly passionate
and exciting
with nothing wrong
no distant moments
no frustrated silences
no wondering if you cared more
remember it exactly the way it's not
as long as you're going to be ugly sad about it
make it worth the time

Train

insomnia
euphoria
insanity
depression

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pretending
suffering
depression

insomnia
denial
anger
depression
insomnia
anxiety
insecurity
depression
insomnia
withdrawl
exile
depression

insomnia
selfishness
abuse
depression


insomnia
guilt
failure
depression

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