pancake house

I am not worried about you
looking into my eyes
or hearing in my voice
that I still have every reason
and I still have every thought
and I still have every dream

I am not worried that you'll show up
and see I've only done it again
or at least I feel as if I have

I'm not worried you might feel my heart
it racing in my throat when I try to answer you
or that you'll notice the shake in my hands
when I try to steady myself against
how you're handling it

I'm not worried that you'll notice me watching
your every move
or that you'll even notice my ransom notes


I'm not worried