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It's not hard to forget
memories fade in and out
even triggers begin to lose aim
old words are no measure 
it's hard not to blame the past
it's hard not to look back
and feel
but it's not hard to forget
it's not hard to look away
and forget to look behind frames
it's easy to wake up
and move past the things on the floor
it's easy to get into the car
and turn on the radio
and not think once about a yesterday
it is hard not to blame the past
when time stops
and scars you forgot about: scratch
it is hard not to cling
to the things that caused this before
but its not hard to forget
it must of existed before