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mmmm I only write
when I have this dark feeling
but maybe this other feeling merits
words
hope?
mmm I hope so.
Instead of waiting to be hopeless
hmmm
I have a friend
and he is contagious
maybe you won't see your smile
but you'll feel it in your soul
just from looking
It's nice
it's a very alive feeling
that's (what I'm hoping for)
something like happiness to hold onto
something unchanging
To do with, nothing and no one
but internal worlds and
something smaller

like smelling peppermint.
or hot cider.
mmm (hold on)